1:33 a.m. --- "die! die! (so that you may know peace!)" -American Dad --- 2006-09-22
i LAUGH at myself. i was sooo dumb. jeremy was so stupid and fake. i was so accepting of his stupid shit. i enabled him. i am a douchebag. or at least i was. seriously feeling the self-loathing right now... (can you tell?)
i need a distraction. i watch American Dad and Family Guy until my head hurts, but i still think about it. kinda makes me want to blow my brains out so i don't have to think about my stupidity anymore.
i don't think i will date again. i have this super-renewed "virgin" drive to never get close to anyone intimately again.
my bunnies are cute. they make me believe there is good in the world. maybe they are good because they are sinless. i should post a picture of them. they have lop-ears.
