i adore percia. i love her so much! i can't gather enough words to express how much i want to be near her and hold her and kiss her and take care of her. i talked to her on the phone yesterday evening, and i swear, i was transformed from a hateful depressed girl with no identity into this laughing, witty, affectionate alternative dork who could free herself from the weight of her shame.
we talked for like an hour and a half, and sadly, we won't be able to talk again until monday but my God! we were having so much fun just talking about how our relatives are so LAME and our brothers and how much we're helpless Hot Topic geeks and that probably makes us posers and we were just telling eachother, "i love you! wait!my parents heard!! AHH! oh, guess what? i don't fucking care! hahaha!"
she says she's counting the days (790-something? i think?) until she's eighteen and can come to New York so we can be together. she's gonna go to a local community college as far as i know.
jesus, look at me. i'm up at like 9 AM just because i am so giddy and happy and everything! like TOTALLY. ha, just kidding. i am so happy!
