27 messages. twenty-seven new e-mails, and they're all junk. no one sent anything. which sort of make sense as i have no friends. it just gets really depressing.
school tomorrow. i'll do my best to blend in and such. that part isn't so hard. i can try to ignore the assholes and everything but... nobody cares about my happiness anymore. it's like a novel idea. it will never happen...
i feel anger pulsing through my helpless sadness. all i keep hearing is YOUR JOB YOUR FAULT YOUR RESPONSIBILITY YOUR DECSION to get better, to cure myself of my own depression. i'm so angry. the meds i'm on are ALL WRONG.
