12:02 p.m. --- "i understand, if that's the way you feel." --- 2005-01-11
i want to be with Percia. i want to walk down a long road, holding hands in silence. i want to memorize every part of her. i want to wake up next to her every morning and have hope for the day ahead.
but Percia decided a few days ago that it won't work out. she thinks she's too needy to be in a relationship right now. she doesn't want to lose me as a friend. "better just best friends than never talking again," she said.
