Savannah was trying to hook me up with someone, but i don't think i'm ready for a relationship... or anything. like sex. which is what this person basically wants out of me. and it really depresses me. i hate myself so much and think i'm disgusting, but then out of no where this person sees my picture and thinks i'm beautiful, and wants to be involved with me. i dunno. i'm very tired. and it isn't going to work out. i'm going to die alone.