i want to self-injure so badly. i want to shred my arms to pieces and just... die. i'm so tired and bored and desperately confused. i hate this. this whole medication thing. this whole try-to-fill-your-days-with-happiness thing. tired of it all.
put me away in a dark, cool room and leave me there for hours. just leave me alone and forget about me because i bring heartache and annoyance and misery wherever i go.
